Friday, January 9, 2026

 Split Level

 


I run two ways at once:

Into my sunfilled patio

Of small happinesses,

Ringing with child laughter 

And enchanted by narcissus wands,

But also to the dank

Underpinnings of my house

Where the earth is infused

With seeping tears of jungle war,

And spiders are sad things

Not knowing the sparkling nets

Of their airwafted cousins.

In this house I live,

Torn asunder by hope and fear

Which live in my house also-

Not speaking.  

No matter what one writes about calamitous events, it seems inadequate.  Still, sometimes a poem helps.

Written during the Cuban Missile Crisis, 1962 

Wednesday, January 8, 2025




On Unshared Symbols

No cube of bread;

No host. 

But I shall lead your good life;

I shall love.

Threading the needle

The unspooled line

Is dark, backlighted;

Is light, against the background.

Threaded,

I have my own purposes:

Understanding

The unshared.




August 5, 1979 (to Mom)



Tuesday, April 9, 2024

Nano-Gardening at SRC: Reflections of a nature lover


Eclipse of the Sun, Auburn NY, April 8, 2024


NANO-GARDENING in a MACRO-REGULATION ENVIRONMENT

August 1, 2008

When the Cusins were investigating senior retirement communities, Sue always asked about possibilities for a garden plot. At Serene Retirement Community, she was assured by Marketing that individual small gardens were very likely. They didn't promise, of course, since the facility was still under construction, but Keith emphasized the “very”. After all, the SRC sister-community in Oregon had such garden plots. “Great”, Sue thought, for she had gardening in her bones. She had grown up with a father who even cross-pollinated iris and divided and labeled the resulting rhizomes, while her mother kept arrangements of cut flowers constantly throughout the house. Before they moved to SRC, the Cusins had a large, magnificent garden. She, Sue, carried a long list of “must plant” annuals and perennials around in her head. Sun and water and dirt! She needed them as most people need nutrients.

Well after they had done the wrenching downsizing from their spacious home to their apartment at SRC, leaving her Japanese maples and New Zealand tree ferns, her dahlias, her tulips, her gladiolas, her rhododendrons, her azaleas, her asters and zinnias, her petunias and marigolds - well it turned out there would be no individual garden plots. All available land was needed for bocci ball courts or green lawns or picnic tables.

Sue, therefore, focused on the six by ten foot cement porch of their ground floor apartment, cramming the space with variously sized planter containers. This would have to be her gardening niche a nano-garden.

She discovered several things in the first few months of such gardening. First, the porch of the 2nd floor apartment completely shaded her planting space. Never before had she worked in dense shade; some of her garden had been in light shadow, the sunlight filtered by tree branches but not with complete absence of direct sunlight. Now she adjusted and grew cyclamen, impatiens,  begonias and leggy geraniums.

Second, there was no water faucet available and her requests for one were turned down, so she had to carry all water for every plant across their living room. Do the math! With ten pounds per watering can times 365 days per year (no rain could reach our pots through the porch above) times “n”, an integer since on warmer days two, three, or even more trips were required to service all plants, divided by 2000 pounds per ton--that was a bottom line showing her having to schlep somewhere from 1.8 tons to over 5.4 tons of water every year

Sue had been on the Landscape Committee when the Cusins first moved in. At this time there was not any planting around their building. She called their view either the “Gobi Desert” or the “Great Salt Lake”  depending on the season. She had asked the then-director, Jim, on a landscape planning tour of the site, if she could plant a few things under their window. In no uncertain terms he said that it was not permitted as “there’s a regulation that all external features must be the same and provided by SRC”.  In violation of this rule, Scott Cusins, in the dead of night, had dug in three dozen King Arthur daffodils the first year no one objected when their bright yellow head started bobbing in the spring breezes so he did it again the next year even after official landscape architect foundation plantings appeared he labored subversively clandestinely but with his results applauded by sue and lots of other residents.

Encouraged by the lack of regulation enforcement, Sue began to move some potted plants into the forbidden sunlight areas off of their porch. One fall, she scattered California Poppy seeds between the approved institutionally planted oleander and flax plants. The landscaping service unfortunately tossed pre-emergent weed killer over the same territory. That spring two lonely poppy plants, nestled beneath protective oleander branches, manage to flaunt their orange velvet flowers. Their existence was a small but distinct victory over rigid rules.

The opening of their porch might provide a third dimension for vegetation, Sue thought.  Scott rigged up a trellis arrangement and she tried growing sweet peas in pots. They climbed but bloomed sparsely --only semi successful. Then she bought two  bare root tree roses, which, she reasoned, would bloom above the porch railing.

All went well for a while. But then the lush new growth on the port side of the roses began to wither in the shade from powdery mildew. A systemic soil additive helped, but eventually all the house-side branches died, even as those reaching into the sunshine prospered and produced fragrant blooms The Cusins saw bleak dead wood from their window and could only see rose blossoms if they drove by on the street. Sue reluctantly through out the two roses. Since all trash (like the water) had to be carried through their living room, Sue cut and bagged the thorny branches, whether dead or alive, and managed to complete the task with only four scratches worth band aids.

Now she refilled the pots with good soil (carefully carried through the living room) and tried clematis vines. They like cool roots and sunlight leaves. This seems to be working and there are now both scarlet and pale blue star-shaped flowers gracing the trellis.

At the moment, the Cusins are enjoying their foliage-filled porch and also the illicit pots of blooms on the common area. If Sue is told to remove her containers, she plans to move them temporarily inside to a seldom used bathtub where they can be watered. She believes she can wait out any enforcer of regulations since directors seemed to change with the seasons.

Tuesday, January 9, 2024

A story in pictures about Lorel and kids

 

A pretty page from McKenzie and the Cool Cats

The Way We Were


Saturday, April 9, 2022

Listening to nature...

 Sunday Thunder

Image illustrating post about Section V of T.S. Elliott's The Waste Land, “What the Thunder Said” See https://www.criticalbuzzz.co.in/critical-analysis-of-the-waste-lands-section-v-what-the-thunder-said/


Time

Walks more slowly

In this morning storm

Of crash and sound.

I know,

Because the rose

Is still crisp and orange,

Its leaves casting

Sharp shadows

On pink and russet spirals 

In the altar cloth.

The book

Speaks comfortingly

with slow, sun distractions.

Karlsruhe, 1977. As downstairs as possible at the Rupple residence.

Friday, April 9, 2021

Joy to the World Primo
 
Joy to the World Segundo



Saturday, January 9, 2021

 Every Morning


A crazy robin

Throws himself at the window.

His image, his foe.

 

 March 23, 2004

Thursday, April 9, 2020

Groping toward people... à propos "le tendre indifference du monde"

 
Earthquake in Almaden


None softer than the Almaden
Rounded hills,
Their flashing green curves
Dulled by summer shades.
Valley alluvium flat,
Smooth-coifed brunette
Soil, ready for planting
In rich furrows.
Fearfully, I think I would like
To see grasses waved
By subsoil winds
Of controlled magnitude,
But when the house shudders,
I grope toward people
And not the land,
Which ignores me.

May 7, 1979

Tuesday, April 9, 2019

April 8, 2003

1.)      Tulip cup of red
           Doubling over to wet earth,
           Toppled by grey rain.        (Haiku)


2.)       Professor Steven Pinker
           Is a language tinker.
           He studies diverse grammar
           To find out how we yammer.   
                                               (Clerihew)

          Anarchist Avram Noam Chomsky
          Does not advocate the bombsky.
          By profession he's a linguist
          He'll hammer at grammar if you insist.                                                   (Clerihew) 



Did You Know?

Edmund Clerihew Bentley (1875-1956) was an English writer whose book Biography for Beginners was published in 1906 under the name E. Clerihew. It was a collection of simple, humorous four-line verses about famous people. Bentley had begun writing them as a bored high school student. He didn't call them clerihews himself, but his readers began to do so after the book appeared. How soon after, we can't be sure, because so far we've unearthed nothing earlier than a 1914 description of clerihews as "epigram[s] in hartogs, which are, of course, one’s oldest and most comfortable clothes." In any case, people have been having fun writing their own clerihews ever since Bentley shared his.

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/clerihew

Friday, February 8, 2019

Love poem mystery for anniversary 66, February 8, 2019





Mystery
 

I need a clue, a hint, a word;
I need your cheek turned to the light
Of opal ball in tree-raked sky;
I need a spider's silken thread
To guide me through the labyrinth
Of wild emotions, so that I
Can understand a lover's plight.

I need your glance;  need your touch;
I need the jasmine of your hair;
I need the laughter of the leaves
To unravel strands of 'why',
To solve the mystery of love. 

September 1, 2004

Tuesday, January 9, 2018

To be a poet is a condition, not a profession. – Robert Frost

On Composing a Poem

I cannot write a poem again.
I cannot form the words a second time.
It flits, a firefly in the dusk, away.
If I don't capture it, it's gone.
My pencil/paper net can scoop it up -
A butterfly that wavers on the wind
Anthocharis julia prestonorum










Or fingerling cavorting in the pool -
But only now, not later, not again.
A thought, a joy, a sadness,
A poem, a life -
Cannot repeat itself.

February 6, 2006

Sunday, April 9, 2017

Looking ahead to August 21, 2017

Total Eclipse

The sleepless night was better than the waking day.

Ideas and the will to win…

In daylight come the real hills

Closing down,

Commanding me to cook the stew

And pay the bills.

Last night was some great night!!

I almost won.

Inside the dark, I found a kinship

With the flaming sun

And sent corona flares

To bud at Western

And the all-night weatherman

In Redwood City by the phone.

They talked eclipse

As interested and as excitement filled

As I.

Born out of loneliness in space,

Perhaps.

Aligned.

Less lonely, we eclipsed

At 2:00 am,

Far separated

Moon and earth and sun.

I loved those men, lined up with me

For one brief swing of Kepler’s laws!

But then this morning,

We’d the daylight crew

To feed us facts:

No planes at 15,000

Over Portland (or within 100 miles)

At 8:13 on Monday.

Did you want to book on 615 or not?

Why no: I guess not…

I have to make a stew for Papa who is 97

And won’t eat institution food.

I’ll have another chance in 2017

When I’m just 91.


February 25. 1976
Day before the total
Eclipse of the sun in
Portland
 

Saturday, April 9, 2016

A favorite pose
Mom's gift of a child reading - a gift she modeled, a gift she encouraged, a gift she enjoyed, a gift she inspired, a gift that endures, a gift in bronze.

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Ars longa, vita brevis

 
Please click on video of Lorel talking about her bronzes.





                                Lorel Lu Kay
 
               April 9, 1926    -   January 9, 2013

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Mother's Day, 2015

It's a Doggone Mystery

Yes, It's a doggone mystery to me,
Why those four best plants are now just three.

It's a doggone mystery how the canary got out
When the doors were shut and no one was about.

It's a doggone mystery why that sheet isn't there
When it was only this morning that I hung it out to air.

It's a doggone mystery why the company tripped
And how the big front curtain just happened to be ripped.

It's a doggone mystery about that rubber mat
But strange things are happening just like that.

It's a doggone mystery how my slipper disappeared,
The way things are going is getting very weird.

It's a doggone mystery 'bout that piece of birthday cake
And just what happened to the family Sunday steak.

It's a doggone mystery why the beds are all mussed up,
But we've a faint suspicion it's that doggone pup.

Lorel Lu Daus
Early Poems

Thursday, April 9, 2015

Spring Time


The trouble with Winter
Is equivalence.
Each day is equal to every other.
The heavy clouds are all the same.
The rain is equal signs tipped
And slanting downward,
Falling this hour the same as the last.
Dull, boring sameness...

But, Oh!, Spring!
Each second now bears change with it.
There are so many things to watch.
Every plant has its zipping timeline
Rushing at break-neck speed.
From the first cracked, damp earth
That is rent apart by the escaping daffodil
To the triumphant bloom
To the hard green seedpod forming,
There is always something new.
The rhodi buds have been there all winter
But now they swell
With life, with red and pink,
Zinging along like a kid on a skateboard.
The clouds puff and then disappear,
Exercising your neck and eyes to follow them.
The thick, dappled shade beneath
The redwoods
Has pinpoints of light that dart
In and out like small mice dancing.
Spring is unequal.
It is Greater Than.
 April 23, 1999